Well guys this is our last week in this class I will miss you all even thou we only saw each other via message board I feel like I know you guys for a long time. Thank you guys for making the seminars fun and exciting.

my dream

"As I ran for my life from this creature that I can not make out what it is. I noticed that I have my fist clenched like if I am ready to fight. I hear it growling and snarling a few feet away from me ready to tear me to pieces. Every single time I try to see it it jumps high and uses the beam from the sun to blind me and try to stomp on me. I am running though past dreams and locations that I have been at. Everything is like a flashback, but why am I running away. I am running through dreams of malls and hanging out with friends, deserst where I have traveled in my dreams, people I havent seen in years. Every one of them just tell me "RUN!". I dont know what is it that the creature wants from me. I felt my heart racing a million beats per second. Every step I take I felt that it was just inches away ready to kill me. I run though a very close friend's house that I have not seen in more than 6 years or so. It is still chasing me I ran to my old house I used to live at and found my self cornered in my front porch. I heard myself say. "I cannot continue running away from you anymore, this is where I stand to face you!" I see it running out of the house, and it stops and we both stare at each other. I finally see what it looks like. A dark creature with long hair short but insanely built riped with muscles, and a knife at hand. It was drooling like some mad being ready for the taste of my blood. Those piercing red eyes, I noticed at that moment I have always had dreams with those eyes staring at me. A demented creature on a mission to kill me. As I took my last deep breath I charge it screaming at the top of my lungs. AAAAAAAH! All of a sudden it disappears, pops up on my right side on a collision course towards me. I hear it scream this horendous growl, I will not forget how it sounds. I woke up right before it touched me, my heart was still beating super fast. I felt a presence in my room. My mind just keeps playing it breathing and that menacing snarl it had.

I hate when I have such depicted dreams like this, they always lead to something happening in my life.

The last time I had a dreams such as this I lost the friend that I mentioned in this dream. I dreamt every single corner and frame in the hallway I ran though to escape the creature. I miss my friend, I would be devistated if I were to loose another close friend. The pain I felt when I lost him was horrible. I still look for a friend to replace him but, none are the same.

Jose.

Well guys there goes the seventh week of our semester we go only two more weeks and then we are just one more semester closer to our goal. It's amazing how time flies when you are actaully enjoying yourself. I k ow I am even though I have no clue who you guys are really like. All I know is how you guys type lol. Well I'm off to sleep got a big day tomorow take care guys and remember to ear your veggies lol iunno good night guys.

It's amazing how some nurses don't really pay attention to their patients, until a transporter(like me) comes around and finds their patient either on the floor trying to take of an iv or even the catherter.

I was lost
And I'm still lost
But I feel
So much better

You can travel the world
But you can't run away
From the person you are in your heart
You can be who you want to be
Make us believe in you
Keep all your light in the dark
If you're searching for truth
You must look in the mirror
And make sense of what you can see

Just be
Just be

They say learning to love yourself
Is the first step
That you take when you want to be real
Flying on planes
To exotic locations wont teach you
How you really feel
Face up to the fact that you are who you are
Nothing can change that belief

Just be
Just be

'Cause now I know
It's not so far
To were I go
The hardest part is inside me
I need to

Just be
To just be
To just be

"Just Be" Tiesto.
That song, no matter what the situation is around my life, will always calm me down and take me to another world. I don't know how to explain it. The meaning of the song is nice as well. I feel like traveling when I listen to this song. Well once I get my car fixed and stuff I know I will soon hit the road again as happy as I was before.

My work weeks.

Well here is another week from working at Baptist Hospital being a Patient Transporter. Its has already been 90 days, its amazing how fast it has gone by. I got new friends, great co-workers. Well besides those stuck up nurses and doctors I rarely bump into. It amazing how some nurses don't care if I am struggling with their patient that can not move at all and they just stare at me like "I don't want to help you." Well after a hard weeks worth or pushing people around( literally either on stretcher/wheelchair/or heavy beds), time to relax and have some time with my wifey.Its been 4 years already with her, wow. I literally basically went through high school with her, since I was 16. I am now 21 and still with her, I amazing how even though we have been together for so long we always find out new things about ourselves and have fun together. Like I am trying to make my car look like a dragster, and then she wants to make her little Sentra like a dragster too. I think its funny but she will be the first one to do it so I want to see how mean it looks, lol. Well I will hear from you guys in our next seminar. I am off to go eat :D

Take care, Jose.

My Life Challenges

I face a lot of challenges in my day. Even though you might not think of it as challenges, I do. At work I face many, I am working with ill patients that need either a lot of assistance or they can not do anything themselves. So I am always thinking of what to do ahead of time before the worst happens. So its kinda stressful thinking that this person's life is in my hands. Especially the patients that are in critical condition, even though there are nurses with me. Traffic here in Miami when I am getting out of work is another story. I have to take different routes and I already know where all the traffic is going to be. What is even worse is my car, I have a police interceptor. Everybody thinks I am a cop, which gets annoying because they start slowing down which gets me mad. I don't like slow drivers, especially when everybody is flying by me. Besides that everything else is relaxed and in control.