I was lost
And I'm still lost
But I feel
So much better

You can travel the world
But you can't run away
From the person you are in your heart
You can be who you want to be
Make us believe in you
Keep all your light in the dark
If you're searching for truth
You must look in the mirror
And make sense of what you can see

Just be
Just be

They say learning to love yourself
Is the first step
That you take when you want to be real
Flying on planes
To exotic locations wont teach you
How you really feel
Face up to the fact that you are who you are
Nothing can change that belief

Just be
Just be

'Cause now I know
It's not so far
To were I go
The hardest part is inside me
I need to

Just be
To just be
To just be

"Just Be" Tiesto.
That song, no matter what the situation is around my life, will always calm me down and take me to another world. I don't know how to explain it. The meaning of the song is nice as well. I feel like traveling when I listen to this song. Well once I get my car fixed and stuff I know I will soon hit the road again as happy as I was before.

My work weeks.

Well here is another week from working at Baptist Hospital being a Patient Transporter. Its has already been 90 days, its amazing how fast it has gone by. I got new friends, great co-workers. Well besides those stuck up nurses and doctors I rarely bump into. It amazing how some nurses don't care if I am struggling with their patient that can not move at all and they just stare at me like "I don't want to help you." Well after a hard weeks worth or pushing people around( literally either on stretcher/wheelchair/or heavy beds), time to relax and have some time with my wifey.Its been 4 years already with her, wow. I literally basically went through high school with her, since I was 16. I am now 21 and still with her, I amazing how even though we have been together for so long we always find out new things about ourselves and have fun together. Like I am trying to make my car look like a dragster, and then she wants to make her little Sentra like a dragster too. I think its funny but she will be the first one to do it so I want to see how mean it looks, lol. Well I will hear from you guys in our next seminar. I am off to go eat :D

Take care, Jose.

My Life Challenges

I face a lot of challenges in my day. Even though you might not think of it as challenges, I do. At work I face many, I am working with ill patients that need either a lot of assistance or they can not do anything themselves. So I am always thinking of what to do ahead of time before the worst happens. So its kinda stressful thinking that this person's life is in my hands. Especially the patients that are in critical condition, even though there are nurses with me. Traffic here in Miami when I am getting out of work is another story. I have to take different routes and I already know where all the traffic is going to be. What is even worse is my car, I have a police interceptor. Everybody thinks I am a cop, which gets annoying because they start slowing down which gets me mad. I don't like slow drivers, especially when everybody is flying by me. Besides that everything else is relaxed and in control.